Pues...que puedo decir ahora???
I'm back in the states and to the point of officially being back into my life, pre-Chile; I've returned to classes, reunited with friends, moved into my new house, and even got my snow fall that I expected upon return.



But I know that in reality, I could never actually return to my old life. I've been throwing around the idea of returning to Chile over spring break to visit Tatiana, and upon doing so, I've discovered the saddest part of saying goodbye; that even if you reunite, things will never be the same. I could go back to Chile, but I'll never have things as they were before. Tatiana will be there, but Mark won't. Paula will be there, but Sarah and Patty won't. So the question is whether going back would be worse than staying away. I'm finding that life is never about choosing between the good and the bad, it's choosing which is better or which is "less bad." Y en verada, me encantaria volver a la paiz, pero no se si puedo porque se que nada va a estar lo mismo que antes. If I return, it will be a vacation and no longer my home. So do I chance loosing the feeling of a second home in Santiago???
No se...

La unica cosa que yo se es que nunca en mi vida voy a olvidar mis amigos de mi tiempo en Chile. Espero que a un tiempo nos vemos...tal vez en Chile, tal vez en otra paiz, pero ojala que un dia todos estaremos juntos. Ahora tengo amigos que son unos de los mejores de mi vida y para pensar como venimos de lugares tan diferentes y despues mezclar tan bueno es algo que nunca podria creer.

From the beginning...





hasta al fin...

Voy a extranarlos muchisimo pero los quiero mucho mas!!!